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Too many thoughts

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For some reason, sleep has been… difficult, and immensely frustrating the past several nights. It’s been taking me more than an hour (instead of the usual few minutes) to fall asleep, and then I just keep waking up throughout the night and spending several more minutes trying to go back to sleep.

There are just too many thoughts running through my head, screaming to be heard. It feels as if there’s this other part of me that’s only just emerged from dormancy and she’s making her voice and presence felt. This is good actually, but I really wish she would let me sleep!

It certainly doesn’t help that I’ve been feeling achy again and that keeps me awake too. Damn rheumatism.

And the problem also with being so sleep-deprived is that I start to lose my inhibitions…. ok, there’s good and bad to that, depending on who’s on the receiving end. Laugh.

Looks like I really need to get away for a while, and let these thoughts have the full attention they deserve. There are just too many…. distractions here.

Written by The Intimate Stranger

February 12th, 2011 at 12:29 am

Posted in who am i

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