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Day 2 – Don’t let go

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I’ve lost about 3 kg in the last month or so. No appetite and not enough sleep.

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Day 2 wasn’t as good – feeling overwhelmed and fear lurking in the shadows. Had to keep a constant grip on myself. Just had to get through the day; there was dinner with friends and I was looking forward to it.

Reminding myself that I have been allowed to start afresh and it’s baby steps for now. Stumped by some work but did what I could and figured the rest would sort itself out. What’s the worst that could happen?

Score card: Got a few things done and more importantly, made it through Friday.

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Head feels ‘tight’. Feeling the prickly heat all over too.

Still, am thankful for the few extra hours of sleep this morning – not so sure about the quality but at least I managed to stay in bed for some shut-eye.

Today is a sunny day. I love sunny days – they give me hope. Something about dreary skies and the night scare me. It wasn’t always like this.

Please let tomorrow be sun and blue skies too.

Written by The Intimate Stranger

October 16th, 2010 at 12:01 pm

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