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Day 1 – Baby Steps

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Woke up this morning feeling…. strangely composed. (Considering that I was having multiple anxiety attacks yesterday and almost bolted, again.)

Got to work and received a warm welcome, especially from the 2 elves. While I don’t doubt their sincerity, I realised – after each quickly spilled their more private thoughts to me, separately at that – that my return served more, shall we say ‘practical’ agendas. Nonetheless, I think a new level in camaraderie was reached today.

Maybe I just had to hit rock bottom so I could face my worst fears. Life is strange that way sometimes. Or if you are a believer – everything happens for a reason.

Crossing my fingers for the next few days. I just need to get to Monday evening in one piece.

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She said I was always running away from the men. She’s right.

But! To be fair to me, let’s not be desperate either ya? Just because I have dismal self-esteem doesn’t mean anyhow whack righttttt….

On the other hand, there are also the men who run away from me – because they find me weird.

Sigh….

Which then makes you wonder about those who don’t run screaming for the hills. They’re either extremely unperceptive. Or, I should start running for the hills.

Written by The Intimate Stranger

October 14th, 2010 at 10:55 pm

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  1. Those who don’t run screaming for the hills? You should give them a chance. Like someone. :)

    Wenjie

    14 Oct 10 at 11.33 pm

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